
So, I was reading "Leadership" Magazine from Bill Hybels which I absolutely love and I'm sure that some of you who read my blog, also get in the mail. I was reading the article in which it was comparing mega churches to Monasteries. As I was reading that quote, it struck a chord in me. The quote couldn't be any more true in my mind to be completely. Service for God does NOT equal intimicy with Him. I've been serving in a church since I was 12 almost non stop. And let me be completely honest with you, I have not been intimate with Him the whole time. In fact some of my dry seasons in my faith have definitely come into play into some of the years that I have been serving a lot.
I honestly think that is sometimes a big problem in the emerging and existing churches. We equate serving Him with spending time with Him when they are both very different. For example, I am a techie. I am a nerd, so I serve in Media. Now, I may hear the message ninety six different times during the weekend, but that does not mean that I have spent time with God. Yes, I spent time in His presence, yes I spent time with fellow believers, but no, I did not get intimate with Him. Sometimes we get so busy serving that we forget Who it is that we are serving. Now, I'm not saying to stop serving by ANY means, but in addition to serving, I think we all need to set apart some time in the morning or during the day to spend time with God.
Just look at the story of Mary and Martha in the Bible. Now, it's in Luke 10:38-42. The translation I'm going to put is from The Message because I love how simple and raw it puts it.
38-40"As they continued their travel, Jesus entered a village. A woman by the name of Martha welcomed him and made him feel quite at home. She had a sister, Mary, who sat before the Master, hanging on every word he said. But Martha was pulled away by all she had to do in the kitchen. Later, she stepped in, interrupting them. "Master, don't you care that my sister has abandoned the kitchen to me? Tell her to lend me a hand."
41-42The Master said, "Martha, dear Martha, you're fussing far too much and getting yourself worked up over nothing. One thing only is essential, and Mary has chosen it—it's the main course, and won't be taken from her."
I think sometimes we truly forget how personal our God truly is. We tend to talk AT Him instead of TO Him. We tend to COMMAND Him to do something, rather than ASK Him to do something. We tend to make prayer an AFTERTHOUGHT, rather than making it a PRIORITY. We tend to serve out of HABIT, instead of serving out of LOVE. Do you see where this is going? We need to crack open our Bibles and spend time in His Word, ESPECIALLY if we are serving.
We need to be like Mary sometimes and just savor the presence of the Almighty God. Because the greatest enemy of intimacy with God, is truly sometimes serving Him if you're not careful. Like the REVEAL research that Bill Hybels did showed, it is possible to be growing in Christ, but not have Him as the center of your life. And THAT makes ALL the difference.